So, you lost your virginity to this guy. He cuddles with you. He listens to your problems. He tells you he can't wait until you have sex again. Why in the world are you confused about whether he likes you or not? It seems pretty conclusive that he likes you. Unless there's something you're not telling me here. It doesn't seem like the issue is with him, but with you. Ask yourself honestly why you're having doubts. I think I'd need to know more about your problems and your dad. Is this a self-esteem thing for you or is it something else?