Feeling Unloved? What Your Feelings Might Mean and How to Cope

Introduction: Are You Wondering Where is Love?

How many times have you reached out to a friend in a time of crisis, just to have her turn her back on you? How many of you have had a relationship dissipate, slowly, without ever knowing why? Do you ever lie awake in bed wondering if your parents love you?

These feelings and questions can be more than heartbreaking. In fact, they can be soul-damaging. A person who feels unloved may not just be sad or unhappy; and such feelings can lead to despair or worse. Remember, however, that if love isn't available from the source from which you seek, it probably cannot be given. This isn't a deficiency of your character. Rather, the person, or persons, from whom you desire love and attention may simply be unable to express such emotions.

Love is Risky

Putting your feelings out for examination by others is extremely distressing for some people. These individuals guard their feelings with a fortress of defenses to prevent injury to their fragile egos. This can include friends, lovers, and even family members. You may be surprised to learn that your brother or sister cannot be truthful or forthcoming regarding his or her love for you. Ingrained competitions (older vs. younger siblings) may still be at work. After all, you used to compete for your parents' limited love.

Even parents, ironically, can end up competing with their children. Some mothers may see that their husband favors a daughter. Or, the reverse may be true with a wife loving a son so deeply that this threatens the husband.

What to Do When Love Is Perceived Differently

Love means different things to different people. The giving and receiving of love is a dance. Take note that:

  • Some need more love, while others want to give less. And yet, these people are bound together. If you are in such a relationship, you may need to redefine your expectations of each other to avoid disappointment and despair. With adults, it can come down to showing love instead of just saying so.
  • What about when words and actions don't match? Discussions between those in the relationship may be able to resolve differences. For a child, both showing and telling are critical. You can't just tell your child that you love them when you act as if you are angry or upset with them much of the time.
  • Additionally, even if you think that your extra efforts with regard to making cookies or attending field trips is evidence of your affection for your child, assuring them each night when you tuck them in that they are special and loved is an important way to end the day.

Sting's "Love Gone Wrong"

Various Ways to Show Love

  • Hugging and kissing
  • Holding hands
  • Keeping promises
  • Coming home early
  • Cooking dinner (and cleaning up afterwards)
  • Offering to taking on an unpleasant chore
  • Giving flowers
  • Listening attentively
  • Knowing his/her passions
  • Knowing his/her fears
  • Knowing his/her life desires
  • Writing love notes
  • Preserving a special memory (photos, scrapbook, compilation of songs)
  • Unselfishly devoting time and energy to him or her

Tackling Sadness or Loneliness From a Relationship

What about the sadness and loneliness?

Have you been the child or the damaged one in a relationship? Are you needing comfort and assurance? You will have to learn to love yourself first before you can completely expect someone else to do the same.

This definitely seems unfair and a huge burden to bear. But the result of feeling unloved invariably leads to lower self-esteem. This, in turn, can result in clinginess, lack of confidence, and other personality traits which can send any potential lover running fast. Here are some ways to address this:

  • Start with a journal in which you can express your feelings on a daily basis.
  • Consult with a counselor or religious leader.
  • Many jobs also offer Employee Assistance Programs (EAP) at little or no cost.

Over time, you will gain confidence that you are a lovable person, regardless of your past. This should help you greatly in future relationships.

If your sadness or despair continues for more than 30 days without change, you should consult a physician. Medication and/or therapy may be necessary to get you on the path to a better mood and better love.

Clarity -- a Poem of Childhood Sadness

Ice. Cold, hard, smooth.

What had been liquid the night before

has been transformed, overnight.

The world sparkles as the sun plays

upon the crystals, their edges razor sharp.

Looking into a sheet of ice,

I see my reflection.

Blurred and distorted, the image I

perceive seems to be an illusion, a dream.

But I am not asleep.

The winter wind blows harshly across

my face, confirming my consciousness.

A single tear falls upon the ice

and glistens.

Soon, it too will become part

of this frozen world; trapped until

warmer days release it.

Realizing the bitter cold, I

turn and leave.

Searching for something I have not found,

the snow marks my path.

Footprints wander away...

Alanis Morissette's "Perfect"

© 2008 Stephanie Hicks

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amy jane 8 years ago from Connecticut

Hey Steph,

You are officially my favorite writer here :) I love the poem and photo.

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Patty Inglish, MS 8 years ago from North America

This is a really good Hub. The illustrations complement the poetry nicely.


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stephhicks68 8 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Amy Jane, how nice of you to say! Thank you so much! Patty, I really appreciate your comments, too! Best, Steph

.......... 8 years ago

Sounds like me right now.....

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stephhicks68 8 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Dear ........, I hope you are OK. If you need help, please reach out to someone as soon as possible.

Anonymous 8 years ago

The fundemental problem is deceving yourself. The end result to life is death, therefore life has no meaning. This can be a boon or a barrier to you. I've never been loved by anyone, and I struggle daily with just breathing. I used to cry a lot, when I knew I wouldn't be discovered. Now I am changing, I am becoming a cold glacier. The tip is all you see, after all. Years of disillusionment with society, brooding, and aloofness has shown me how utterly worthless everything really is. I eagerly await an infinity of dreamless sleep.

Anonymous 8 years ago

Me again. I'm not suicidal, or something absurd like that. Just wanted a totally random outlet :)

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stephhicks68 8 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Dear Anonymous - whether or not you are suicidal, it sounds like you could benefit from talking to a professional. Please take care!

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Matthew Cepican 8 years ago

Great stuff!

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hot dorkage 8 years ago from Oregon, USA

nice hub steph. I missed this one!

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stephhicks68 8 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Hi Matthew and hot dorkage.... this is one of my earliest hubs. It was written for the HubLove contest back in Feb-March on the topic of love. Kind of personal, but isn't love usually that way? :) Thanks! Steph

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compu-smart 7 years ago from London UK

love da hub Stephchic:)

I have been having soo many pains all over my body, some i know what are and others i don't!

Maybe its love sickness! i hear you can also die from this!?

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J_Eds 7 years ago from Blackpool

I enjoyed the poem :)

another anonymous 7 years ago

I feel exactly what anonymous described. I've got such a big heart that I can love anyone. However I feel unloved and misunderstood. I feel sad and lonely ever since I am alive. I am an eternal child, struggling to survive in this icy cold world...I try my best and i always fail. Yet I try again only to suffer more and more...I just can't help surviving day after day. I know that I am not able to commit suicide. But how I wish I were loved for the one that I gave my heart, my time and everything. It's too hard, to love expecting nothing in return. But I have no choice, I will always love and forgive. I am not sure If one day they will understand. I am not sure I'll be loved back...

Mrpopularnyc 7 years ago

Im a 36 year old male, I had a relationship which recently ended and did a search on the internet for "feeling unloved". I am a very happy person and I am loved by my parents and family and even some friends, the problem is I was feeling "unloved" by my girlfriend. In the beginning of the relationship it was great(as most are), and it was good for awhile, but her hidden problems quickly came up....and unfortunately she has depression, and severe anxiety. As time went on, her health got worse and her desire to love me soon got worse too. I never realized how bad her illness was until she actually showed severe signs...I tried to be supportive in every way I could, but she only found comfort in her Mom. So, she decided to go to a therapist and not too long after asked me for some time apart....I didn't want that but she did. I realized after reading this topic that she is incapable of giving love as she does not love herself. She always puts herself down and actually said she is suffering being alive.....she sees a therapist now and I hope he can help her, because she is truly not well. Its hard for me, but I am getting better with reading on the internet. I miss her a lot, but have become ok with the fact that maybe it is for the best. We were together for almost 3 years, and talked about getting married and having kids......I was also very close with her it has come to a sad end. Thanks to anyone who reads this, and thanks for the great info steph. Be well everyone.

another anonymous 7 years ago

I'd like to thank you for the page.

Yes, I am unloved by my partner. However I realized that I have no reason to be sad. Because I am able to love people, I am able to love him even if he doesn't. So, this is a wonderful thing: to love, to give!

I realized that if I have love to give, so I have love in myself! That should be enough to continue living.

So I've stopped wishing to be loved back. Now I feel that I am truly free and happy!

I felt sorry for those who don't know true love and are still selfish. But I hope they one day learn how to love.

Yes, if people don't love you, maybe it's not your fault. Mayber they are selfish. Maybe they are feeling sad and depressed.

So now I understand the reason why I suffered. To understand people better. To pray for all the people, those who love and are not loved back and also those whot do not have love in their hearts.

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AEvans 7 years ago from SomeWhere Out There

Inspirational hub and I hope that you have sent a message out to so many.:)

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Anamika S 7 years ago from Mumbai - Maharashtra, India

Wonderful Hub! I even went ahead and wrote a hub on my feelings on this subject.

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stephhicks68 7 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Nice work on feeling unloved, Anamika. Best to you! Steph

DjBryle Works 7 years ago

This hub has touched me much more than you can imagine... thanks for sharing!

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stephhicks68 7 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Thank you DjBryle, I am glad to hear that! Best, Steph

SteveH 7 years ago

I think feeling unloved is more than what has been described so far. To feel unloved, you probably offered your love, to some degree, to someone and found your loved was rejected, in the sense it was not returned by someone important to you.

If you feel loved by someone important to you, you are able to easily withstand unreturned loved from other people. However, if you loved is not returned by someone important to you, you will likely become mixed up in your social relations--see or respond to things in an odd way, almost certainly bringing about hostile or unsympathetic responses from people you like but you no longer know how to approach in the "normal" or socially accepted way. For instance, your attempt to seek harmony or friendship might even be regarded as sexual harassment when your offer of friendship had no sexual undertone. Several of these misunderstandings, without help from someone who trust, can lead to an increasing number of misunderstandings and feelings of being rejected so that you start to become, and are regarded as, being weird, crazy or hostile. All this is unfair, of course, but you will need the help of someone who trust who, it is likely, you can no longer find if you have already moved into the state of being regarded as an oddball. This is all very unfair and sad, but short of a miracle intervention, you will feel like being condemned by Nature or God, depending on what you believe. Even a relationship to God, if you have one, starts to become difficult if all you feel you are getting is rejection and hostility. How you get out of this, short of a miracle, I don't know.

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celistina 7 years ago

Very inspirational. Thanks a lot - I have voted this hub up! I find that when you start loving yourself, you start generating enough love to share with others. Subsequently, you start receiving it back too. It's really quite an amazing phenomenon.

Madds 7 years ago

I feel like my sibblings are loved more and get everyting they want even though they are mean and don't care about anyone but themselves and because i am nice and don't get treated with the same things they do but less i feel unloved by certain people

sharongail 7 years ago

Very inspirational. I am that person "feeling unloved", have never ever felt loved. Recently I thought about ending ME. I realize this is a deep problem, but don't know where to start to free myself of it. Don't want to go to doctor, cause been there and she just wrote me prescription for anti depressant and anxiety meds. I went on them but felt much worse. My next step is to maybe talk to my pastor. Good Luck with writing. If you get the chance come and check out my blogs.

Carl 7 years ago

I am a 28 year old male. I've never been in a relationship and I have this great sense of feeling unloved. There 3 major issues that contributed to my feeling this way

1) my mum was verbally and physically abusive and I really have to think hard to come up with something positive she ever said about me.

2) my dad(separated from mum when I was 1.5 years) was distant. He never let me come to his house until I was 19 because my step mum would not let her, not did he do anything to really show that he cared. My siblings on my dad's side were practically born with a silver spoon in their mouth and I on the other hand lived in poverty.

3) I was born with a condition known as plagicephaly(misshapen head) and I was teased quite a lot about it in school. It made me afraid of gals. I wear a lot of hair to disquise my condition but when I have a hair cut, it becomes more obvious and my anxiety goes through the roof. I am beginning to experience some hairloss and that make me anxious as to how I'll cope without my hair.

I have been teased a lot by family friends and gals that I am extremely reluctant to get a gal friend because the fear of rejection just overwhelms me.Every morning, I wake up with an overwhelming sense of emptiness, anxiety and/or depression. I have all kinds of pain from joint pains, abdominal pains, muscle pains, stomach crumps, headaches etc. I have been to doctors but just don't feel they understand the complexity of my situation. I try to not think suicidal thoughts but often times I feel dying wouldn't be such a bad thing. My life is such a painful existence.

empathizer 7 years ago

Carl - Your message absolutely broke my heart; I read it twice. Have you ever been in therapy? Depression can cause the kinds of body pain you described. I feel like seeing a therapist would give you a window to verbalize and begin sorting out what you just wrote. May I ask how writing it made you feel?

What you wrote shows a sensitive, intelligent individual who is very, very scared but who I think has a lot to give in both friendships and relationships. My sincerest wishes to you, Carl...I think you sound like you would be an amazing friend, father, and partner.

MrPopularNYC - I hope you realize your partner wasn't just in a bad mood--it sounds like she was very ill. People do not realize depression is a disease. I'm sure you were not unloved, not really. You are right, she did not love herself. Her unhappiness was in no way your fault. I'm sure if you talk to her after she has started getting better she would probably express nothing but deep gratefulness for you. Best wishes, Mr. Popular.

Shreya 7 years ago

I am tired of loving myself, and I know I am a lovable person. Should I just get a hair cut? :)

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JBeadle 6 years ago from Midwest

That was amazing insight on a problem so many people have. I found I had to love myself. I also tended to not acknowledge a lot of love that was there probably. A beautiful hub and content. Truly awesome job there. I appreciate you sharing all of that.

sunray456 6 years ago

Hi. I'm 42, male, recently separated from partner and child after 8 yrs together. Attending counselling for about a year now. My life has been one long episode of seeking love from people other than my parents because they have been unable to give it. The love I receive from others is never enough and is causing me to come across as very needy and attention seeking and is making people run a mile.

Even with counselling in the past helping me, I find myself in the same situation of 10 yrs ago. Feeling very alone and unloved. I do not love myself.

I do not know how to love myself, consistently, throughout my life. I am worried I will only love myself periodically and during the lows, my partners will suffer because of my inability to be fulfilled by their love or my own.

The only thing keeping me going is the love I have for my son and he has for me. I do have a belief that I can make it but I am getting tired of this constant battle.

Counselling has helped me deal with huge guilt of affairs I've had. Yet, I have hurt some new people in my life already. I do not want to keep hurting people. I can't win. I need to be alone so I don't hurt people, but I need peoples love , so being alone isn't an option!

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Mekenzie 6 years ago from Michigan

Steph, amazing insight and application. You have had many people relate to your writing and reach out here. Perhaps you should write a sequel. So many people are hurting and feeling unloved. I also wrote a hub of my experience of feeling unloved: which, thanks to God, has a happy resolution.

Jenn 6 years ago

I feel unloved even when logically it is irrational.. by my family, my boyfriend, everyone. I tend to have resentment and anger and push people away (particularly my family). Like I get angry when they do talk to me but if I feel they aren't showing any love to me I also feel angry and hurt. I am sooooo confused and frustrated.. I am sure I am making everyone's life a living hell and I'm sure they don't have a clue on what I really want. Even I don't understand it.. it's horrible, almost like a demon is possessing me and making me lose control of my emotions and actions.

My boyfriend on the other hand is just not able to show sympathy and cannot be understanding at all when I am feeling ill, depressed, or am feeling an anxiety attack where if for example there's a party that he wants me to go to with him, I won't be able to go because my anxiety level gets so bad to the point I feel like passing out and having a heart attack. Yet he tells me that I am the non-loving one, when he should at least TRY to be understanding and that I am actually experiencing a lot of pain. But I guess that's too much to ask :( The only people who can really be understanding are the ones that also went through what you are going through.. everyone else just thinks that you're dramatic, attention-seeking, and even psycho.

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Mekenzie 6 years ago from Michigan

I have a few questions Steph. Have you ever gone to a counselor to uncover the source of your deep sense of feeling unloved? Do you tend to be cyclic? Like before your monthly it gets much worse? Medication is a great resource (temporarily) to lift the depression and anxiety so you can get to the root of the pain. Yes Steph, I speak from experience... My husband did not understand ... how could he .. it's not logical and doesn't make sense to us.. very hard for them to grasp.. After my medications stabalized my emotions ... he could see the difference it made and began to understand emotional pain. Bottom line - there is hope ... I made it through. Let me know if I can help - I've been there.. Sending Encouragement and Love to YOU!

kangaroo 6 years ago

How about unlovable? I often feel unloved. And then I am all morose and sad. Then I feel unlovable. I feel like if I don't continue putting up this facade of being chirpy and upbeat, no one will love what's inside. Because it is so ugly. Sometimes that ugliness peeps out when I'm vulnerable and sick. And then I'm such a jerk. No one knows how much I cry when I'm by myself.

greeneyedgirl 6 years ago

I have no friends. I try to make new ones but it fails, i only talk to some people online that i do know, but they don't seem to want to really talk to me. I use to cry every night but not anymore. The pain i feel from not having anyone at all, is like my chest is ready to explode. I tried the whole therpaist thing yea no don't work. I sit at home day after day in my room trying to forget how things really are by reading books, play video games and drawing. But its been Two years since i actually went somewhere with friends, now the only time i leave the house is to go to the store with my mother. There must be something wrong with me, because no one seems to want me in anyway. sure my parents love but they yell and fight because of money problems.

Everyday i think of ways i could die or i could kill myself, just haven't gained enough courge to actually do it.

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stephhicks68 6 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Dear Greeneyedgirl, I have been in your place. I am so sorry you are in so much pain. Please keep reaching out, and I hope you find the love and help you need.

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Kirega Titus 6 years ago from Kenya

I like your style of presentation you're using! Good job!

KiKi GirL 6 years ago

Hey Mrpopular... I can so relate to your situation im going through the same thing exactly just im your girlfriend but i've been with my boyfriend for 4 years and its getting worse i cant love him, i can't show him affection nothing i mean every exact detail you went throug with her im going through the same thing just i haven't reached out to a therapist yet but that's my next step.

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BV911 6 years ago

These feelings are sadly, really common in today's world. I feel people should care more and pay attention to each other's feelings around them.

Sad Sister 6 years ago

Although I am a mature adult (over 47), I have never known love. As a child I felt unloved and as if I did not belong.

I have no memory of being told that I was loved particularly between ages 4-6. I have no memory of being touched affectionately, being cuddled or being consoled. I hhave always felt alone.

anos 6 years ago

Necessary to have any contact with people and try to open your heart to your friend and Specials to the boys Becausey its Possibleou that you find your love

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thehands 6 years ago

Oh, I had forgotten about that Alanis Morissette song. I used to listen to it all the time, years ago.

Tigress 6 years ago

why is it that sometimes the men or Man in Your life just don't understand you and say they do. Or why is it that when you tell your man that you two need to have a serious talk they always ask what they did wrong this time. And why is it that when you tell them that you feel un loved they always get mad and don't talk to you fro a few hours would someone like to tell me cause i just don't know anymore

AaronF 6 years ago

Wow, I'm not sure where to begin. I'm a 31 year old male who struggled with loneliness and anxiety until my first serious relationship four years ago. Ultimately the relationship didn't work out and in the 9 months since our breakup I have had bouts of security and insecurity. I do better now, having learned a lot of life skills and constantly working for self improvement.

But it certainly feels empty sometimes. I think some of the other posters are right. A deep connection with one person really is the most emotionally satisfying. I've been reading a lot of stuff about love and relationships, and I just can't escape a few things. All relationships are reciprocal, and we really do seek deep validation from one or two people. Right now I have a friend who gives me that deep sense of validation, but due to circumstances and perhaps personality is just not very available. Like me, she suffers a lowered sense of self-worth.

I've been really trying to wrap my head around the whole self-love thing. I'm doing everything I can to establish my own base and learn to receive love from other sources so that I don't project too much neediness into my next relationship. But when I read relationship books I get confused. We need the deep validation of a relationship, yet we need to love ourselves and be ok on our own. Sometimes I feel like I am putting on a front to people. But not really. It's like appreciating the role they DO play, but sometimes feeling needy and insecure. Anywhere you can find an outlet for that (journal, friends, internet), I strongly recommend using it.

I get the feeling the way out for most of us is simply constant application of certain principles. It's a cyclical thing and not at all linear. People who've been through CBT or REBT maybe understand this. I was thinking of getting one of Nathaniel Brandon's self esteem books since I've been very impressed with another book I'm reading.

And yes, it is hard to identify with people who seem naturally happier and haven't struggled with low self-esteem, anxiety, and/or depression. I mean really struggled. They simply will not understand it, and that will limit their ability to understand you. But relationships between two people still working on these issues is kind of a mixed bag. And yet the best source of receiving self-worth is the strong positive feedback of somebody who does understands you. Kind of a catch-22. Yet another thing I'm trying to figure out.

Sorry if this all seems too left-brained. It's kind of the way I am. I tend to think my way out of problems. Anyway, I want to thank all the previous posters. Even just reading posts from strangers helps me out sometimes.

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LillyGrillzit 6 years ago from The River Valley, Arkansas

Your writing is beautiful. Thank You for your good words.

Anonyguy 6 years ago

Oh man give me a break!!!

Why when you say love, everyone I mean everyone will start talking about their fuckbuddies oh I mean girlfriends. Its so annoying and making me so sick.

Get over it, its not love, its just infatuation.

hell 6 years ago

this is gay. love is a brain function. it is a learned response. you spend time with someone and you "love" them ...its not from the heart...its all in the head...get used to it. love yourself. everything..EVERYthing is transient. love, hate, health, sickeness, joy, is all temporary

Joe 6 years ago

I too feel's an emotion that I must have but seldom get...

If you feel unloved and do understand that it's not your fault then try tapping.

Look on Youtube for tapping EFT....I know, it seems stupid to all you intellectuals, but it is based on old Chinese worked for me.

Etienne, 6 years ago

I don't know why everybody refers to "feeling" unloved. In the long-term, severe cases, they are unloved. They have years of proof. Only by facing the facts can you even begin to look for a solution, and it is doubtful about finding one. And if you are unloved, people treat you like you have a communicable disease that they are afraid of contracting. Maybe they are right. I am not sure. People who are unloved are not idiots who under the delusion of being unloved. They are unloved. They are at death's door, and they are not sure they can pull themselves out of it. Many cannot. Suicides are under-counted because authorities say they cannot be sure. It is like seeing a gun in the hand of a victim in a locked room. It is a suicide.

ronal 6 years ago

im jst unloved by whom i loved

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Randy Simonato 6 years ago from Windsor, Ontario, Canada

I am deeply touched by your literature Steph and oddly strange my wife's name is Steph Hicks. Ironic that I came across your page while adding links to my site about depression and you are offering this advice. I am currently experiencing a small depression and it has a lot to do with my marital status. I hope you have a great day and thank you kindly

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stephhicks68 6 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Hi Randy - wow that is so strange and ironic! I hope that you are able to get some help for your depression. Have a wonderful day. Cheers, Steph

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mikicagle 5 years ago from Oklahoma

I really like your writing and the way you are able to communicate such powerful information without overwhelming me. What a great hub. My husband and I were both raised in homes where we were "unloved" but were lucky and found each other. For 23 years we've loved each other the best way we know how. It isn't always the way the other needs or wants and sometimes it hurts, but it's honest and sincere and I wouldn't have it any other way.

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stephhicks68 5 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

You are very lucky, indeed! This hub was one of the first ones I published here at HubPages. Definitely one from the heart! Cheers, Steph

aliza 5 years ago

I totally enjoyed reading this post and also all the comments. Thanks stephhicks68 for such a touching post and keep up the good work !

I have always fluctuated between feeling unloved to feeling partially loved and Ive always felt like even when I've been loved, its been too conditional - people love me if I do everything their way...I have problems loving myself , and obviously that's a big factor in my relationships not working out in the long run, and I using end up feeling worse like I'm not pretty enough, not interesting enough etc...

Carl- I can totally understand where you're coming from - being someone who was born with a mishappen head resulting from craniosynostosis, I too got teased a lot in school and never had a boyfriend for long either. Well I've used my hair for disguising my condition too, although I'm not sure its helped much :) All I can say is hang in there, there will be someone who will see the true beauty in you. Find some friends who will accept you for who you are, and be a good friend in return... I've been blessed with some wonderful friends and family and they're what pulls me through at times when I get depressed and start doubting myself.

loStBoy 5 years ago

SO ive been reading this, skipping posts here and there, looking for posts I can relate too. As it turns out there are so many people that I can relate too. Im on this because I feel the same way....The last relationship I was in ended because the girl I was with brought out the worst side of me. Its not as if I haven't acted like an ass in previous relationships, but this was the one girl who showed me how evil, vindictive and conniving I could be when provoked. As much as I loved her, it mutated into hate very quickly. And then my darkside was exposed and I could see the evil acts I was capable of.

Now I never raised my hand to her or got physical, its not in my nature to do such things to women. The reason I am writing this is I loved my ex, and women before her. And even though I wasn't perfect, I tired to be the best that I possibly could be. I have been taken advantage of and used, and betrayed. My ex whom I loved very much, warped my heart. I learned to distrust affection and be weary of those who show me love and affection - as it may be false. My ex tore me apart, lied about being pregnant to regain my affection, after 3 years i put up with constant arguments. On one occasion (which happened more than once) after spending all day with her and traveling with 3 buses and a subway for nearly 2 hours I got home. When i called her to say good night, I miss you, I love you, she threatened to commit suicide and said good night hanging up the phone. After calling all night I waited until I left work, nervous all day since she didn't answer the phone and knew I couldn't get out of work - I traveled back to her apartment and used my key to get in. Finding her sleeping comfortably in her bed.

I walk over to my angry ex kiss her and tell her how much i love her...she smiles...and goes back to sleep..I sit there...anxiety gone, sadness setting least 2 years after we break up, I see a host on television - my ex girlfriend.

I can't even find one person who can see anything special inside me, and want to be with me. And then I see my ex on television, reminding me that if I want to be loved, I have to find someone as damaged as I am - because the nice girls don't want to have anything to do with me..

That's all.

lisa 5 years ago

i am beginning to see the connections between depression and lack of love. am i depressed from a lack of love for so long? i think so. i just had a terrible day where i waited outside in the rain for a guy i thought i was dating to answer the door. two days before he was kissing my neck and looking at me with love and affection, but how quickly craziness comes out and the look changes to disgust. sometimes i feel it is hard to open up and show your weird sides when you know that you are not all that crazy. maybe it was a test? he told me things that were really a crazy blow to my ego. i tried calling someone tonight for help but nobody answered. i am not suicidal but am so broke emotionally and physically that i don't know how to scrape myself off the ground. i tried meditating and doing jumping jacks tonight when i was having an emotional breakdown. i can't sleep. i have no money to even go buy some tylenol pm. i sat in my closet and tried to read the bible even. where's the love? years of no love has made me nuts literally crazy. so do i give up? i'm melting away into oblivion and no one seems to notice. i understand why people want to die because sometimes when you need help the most, when you really just want someone to give you a hug and say things are alright and they don't, what do you do? i'm watching videos on attracting love on you tube. i guess i just find that after crying and looking to higher powers, sometimes the best medicine is to to realize the tears need to come out but then what? i've cried so much, been alone so many years, i put myself out there, i'm not hideous, i'm okay i think. so someone stand up and love me damnit! i'm just going to watch seinfeld. happy festivus! watch tv. it's friends for lonely people.

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snigdha.s 5 years ago from India,mumbai

Your hub is a beautiful piece of art.Artists are sensitive by nature and their expressions make their work extraordinary.

Anoymous 5 years ago

I too have felt unloved still to this day i don't understand why even though i could love why do people can't seem to understand me. Sometimes i wished for someone to have a good pure heart with good intentions becuase if a person with those characteristics was in my life i guess i could be a much better person that i am now a heartless person without a care in the world.

NamelessAngel 5 years ago

Wow. How true.

Isn't it funny how you find a writer that describes exactly what you're going through?




unknown 5 years ago

nothing can help at at all the way i feal but everything you say is the way i feal. feal so alone all the time and i feal like everyone hates me and i don't know why ive done nothing wrong. i hide away all the time because i don't want to face anyone ive only been out the houce a couple of time in a year and i feal deppresed and i cant take it anymore.

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Becca Lopez 5 years ago

Love your hub! I've had a rough childhood and this helped. Especially the poem.

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stephhicks68 5 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Thanks Becca - big hugs to you!! Steph

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Curious Bystander 5 years ago

Very beautiful. An arrow straight.

Savvylynne 5 years ago

This is the first hub I've ever read and I'm glad I did.!.! Now I've signed up on Hub:) a big thanks.!.!:)

Michael 5 years ago

At 53, I feel this way and have all my life. Unaffectionate parents, no siblings, a failed 19 year marriage with a woman who expected to be pampered. The therapist tells me I need to learn to love myself, but without a foundation, how do you do that? I'm a very honest, loving, loyal and patient person, but it seems that's just not enough. The beings that seem to want to be with are canines, which I love dearly, but I can't even have a dog now because of my work schedule.

I know what I need to do, just can't seem to figure out how.

Thanks for the forum to vent.

forjo 5 years ago

Tigress: Men clam up or walk away when they think they aren't making you happy. They don't see the use in continuing if they can't make you happy. So if you often complain even if it's just for him buying the wrong brand of something..their interpretation is I CAN'T MAKE HER HAPPY!!! Never tell a man you want to have a talk about your feelings, Men don't know how to talk about feelings mostly. If you say you're unhappy or sad because of something he did, it is accusatory to them, and they feel responsible for not being able to make you happy. If you're unhappy about a situation, make it about you, not him. Or off they go; or some would rather just be single than make the one they love unhappy. Besides you shouldn't rely on others to make you happy, make your own happiness and rely on yourself and your own independance financially especially. Your partner should compliment your already happy life, not be relied on to make you happy if you're miserable to begin with.

totally alone 5 years ago

Totally alone and unloved . I now have no friends , no family , been hurting for years . I've had people hurt me time and time again . I'm medicated for depression . I've been living like this for a long time . Now , i don't even know if i could let someone in . I look for love, quietly , i look .

To my wife 5 years ago

I am truly sorry that I've not known how to help you feel more loved. Having no knowledge, until now, of what being depressed feels like, I'd never known how devastating it is. I don't know how you've managed to live with the kind of pain and emptiness I'm now feeling.

I've tried for 10 years to show you that I love you. Yes, I've made stupid decisions in my quest to find a truly meaningful connection, and I know those decisions have damaged you even more. Now, in my failure to help you feel loved, I feel like I'm being pulled into the same abyss of depression and despair.

I am going to find a way out of this. I cannot continue to live life feeling worthless and unloved. I will never cease to offer you any help I can give, and I just hope and pray that you will want to find your way out too.

Please know that I will love you forever, and even if you cannot show me that you love me I will not stop.


Ethan D 5 years ago

That poem was really helpful and amazing. it sparked a feeling in me that I haven't really noticed before, but it was a good feeling, not a bad one. Thank you for that.

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Psymon Deadman 5 years ago

Discretion aside, right?

*sigh* here goes...


Child abuse survivor with severe abandonment issues...

Never had a relationship that didn't end with me learning she was sleeping with everyguy in sight, from highschool to last ex...

Now 31 and have been single since 25... And not a single day of it has been bearable... And i'm not reffering to just the past 6 years...

I'm obviously unattractive, why else have i been ignored by literally every girl and smart enough to know that when someone says sympathetically, " you're attractive...", they're just being nice because noone will just flat out agree with you and be honest enough to say, " you're ugly...", that's just mean...

I work a crap job and make a crap paycheck to barely be able to afford to survive... And when girls find out you're poor, they instantly loose all interest in you...

Lost the vision in my left eye as a child, so i've never had a liscense or a car... Again, girls learn this and instantly loose interest...

As i've suffered this wretched existence i've come to realize there is no point to life at all... It's just a bunch of selfish animals doing whatever they want with no care for the damage it causes... Because of this, i have no goal, or dream, or plans for the future (because to be honest, i was supposed to be dead at 23, but then you wake up hand-cuffed to a hospital bed...) When girls learn that you have no goals, they loose interest...

Catch a running stanza in this equation yet?

Not trying call it out so harshly, but this is all i've ever noticed... Girls want a guy with money and a flashy car, a muscular body, blach, blah, blah... Sickening

Now this can't be true for the whole gender, so to be fair i will acknowledge the females who aren't total whores and a waste of flesh: you're all married, pregnate, or too young to have been turn into a whore by society... So you're obviosuly off the radar\ market, what have you...

Now, i can already hear this response, and YES, i get it a lot, you should look into professional help... The problem here, is that these people are paid to listen... They don't care about you or your problems... Just the hourly rate...( Been there as a child)

So there we have it... No reason to have even shared any of this, because noone cares either way right.?.

As always, i'm sure there was an original point here, but i've ranted that away...


Ethan D 5 years ago

Hey, I know what it feels like to be unloved, no girls want to date me cause I'm not good looking or have lots of money. But there will aways be someone that loves you, rather friend or family. I have been trying to get this girl that I fell in love with 3 years ago, but never had any luck, it hurts my heart and my soul. But I always get through knowing that I can make it better for myself in the future. Everybod always tells me that "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". You gotta keep trying, nothing comes from self doubt and no self confidence. You just gotta work at it. I hope you listen to me. Someone cares.

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stephhicks68 5 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Psymon, you are right that not all women are the same. I am so sorry to hear your struggles. There will be someone that can see the beauty of your soul, rather than judging the book by its cover. Be gentle with yourself.

Church 5 years ago

My family has never loved me my entire life.

My mother and my father weren't even in a relationship, they just met up every few months and had sex, at a time where my mother was perpetually drunk on peach wine. She told me this.

I was an accident. A mistake. An unwanted mistake.

My mother decided to keep me so she would feel less lonely. But after I was born she just felt more lonely. My crying annoyed her, and she didn't like the responsibility, so she left me with my grandparents for weeks, months at a time. I came across this in an old journal of hers.

My grandparents stuck me in front of the tv and ignored me otherwise. I used to sit by the door hoping either my mother or father would come. When my mother would come and take me out for a few hours, it seemed like the happiest time of my life. Same thing when my father occasionally came to take me to the park.

As I got older I got less cute, I guess, because family members stopped even pretending to like me. My mother almost never came around, and when I got to live with her for awhile I got blamed for everything that went wrong in her life. And even though apparently my father used to hit and choke her, too, she didn't believe me when I said he was doing it to me. No one believed he was doing it to me.

Over the years it's just gotten worse. My grandparents have told me they wished my mother had gotten an abortion, wished I was dead, and that if I wanted to kill myself they didn't care, as long as I didn't make a mess. I haven't talked to my father in five years. I stopped talking to my mother for four, gave her another chance, and have recently been beating myself up for that seeing as how she hasn't changed at all.

Were kids at school horrible? Yes. Have the teachers, social workers, therapists, and police been horrible? Yes. I've only been in love once, still am, since I was fifteen years old, and he doesn't want me either. But at the end of the day it always comes back to my family. Like, I'm never going to get over it. I don't know how. I mean, how do you get over the very people that brought you into the world not wanting you in it?

How do you get past that? How do you live on? How can you learn to love yourself when no one else has deemed you worthy of such a thing?

I've had people to tell me to just get over it. They meant well. And I've tried, but ... I just don't know how.

I first tried to commit suicide when I was four. I didn't know it was called that then. I first wished that I'd been aborted when I was five or six. I didn't know that word either. But when I turned ... nineteen, I stopped being suicidal. Since then I've felt ... too hopeless ... to be suicidal. I've halfway convinced myself that this isn't Earth at all, it's Hell, and if I kill myself I'll just be reborn into the same life over again. There's no escape from it.

Tom 5 years ago

I just found this site randomly - it`s not as horrible as what everyone is going through, but after a very long night, I had to have this dream about a guy returning my feelings - and then wake up to the fact that no guy is returning my feelings, and having to see so many happy relationships everyday - I just felt miserable, unloved, and needed some kind words to help point me in the right direction; thank you for those words Steph.

To respond to Church - it hurts me to read what experiences you`ve had. This is naturally not my place to say who is worthy or not, but if it helps - I deem you worthy. The fact that you are searching for answers - that is such a human thing to do, and despite having so much hell behind you, it`s so clear how much humanity you have within you - that`s precious. Don`t stop asking, don`t stop questioning, don`t stop searching! You will find your answers!

I can`t find where I read it, but thank you to whoever talked about "where is the love" - it made me immediately listen to the Black Eyed Peas song, which gave me that determination again to give love whereever I can. To stop the systems that cause such loneliness and hatred and animosity - I may not be able to get love the way I want, but I have the privilege of being able to give it.

With love to all


A 1 5 years ago

Can you be with someone that you can show affection and complements to you daily, but they can't do it in return, how does this make me feel, i will tell you lost,lonely,unloved feel like you don't matter any more. Pls somebody help me!

Kicked in the rear end all the time 5 years ago

My husband does this all the time, and it began before we married. I 'thought' it was worked through beforehand, but this worsened from day one we moved into his house, blending a family of his 3 grown daughters to my one 6 year old in the same house. He always took and will take favorites with them, no boudaries set or will never learn to set any. I left that house 6 months after moving in, moving out 5 months ago. We are still married, but he still uses me as his door mat. I stay away from him and not associate with him as much as possible, hoping someday he will miss me as much as he says he does but really do something about it. Counseling lasted one time, he denied everything in counseling seeing he was not wrong. Then one day, he said he realized what I was talking about, told his family how he messed with me, threw me under the bus were his words, but then the day after our first anniversary coming home from an out of town trip, he said he only confessed to his family because he wanted to make it right for him. How angry do you think I became? Yes, when pushed over the limit, I am not a very stable person and I lashed out to him and told him to get f....d. I have put up with so much of his girls getting their way, and he denying me over them. Over and over, it has driven me to even receive medication, my nerves cannot handle the stress. He drove me almost to death, when I realized what was happening, I had to turn to God so strongly. They all laughed at me, literally, told me I was crazy. They drove me to the point I had to seek medical assistance. None of the family ever came to me to say they were sorry, all those that passed rumors or were brutal to me. He leads a life as though he were not married, not taking responsibility but only for himself and his family. He said he loves his family, what was I? I try to get him away from me, I do need a divorce to move on but I don't even have the money for an uncontested divorce, and I have asked him to file for one. He does not! He plays with my emotions, to the point I wish him away! Not death, but I wish he would disappear.

KD 4 years ago

I know exactly how it feels with the curse of being unloveable. It is the worst thing a person could ever be afflicted with. Every single person I have ever Loved has either died or left. My dad,mom,brother,sisters,ex bf,husband,2 sons, current bf is in jail..., best friend of 11 years, anthr close friend left me on side of road alone,packed a bag ahad nothing else and told me she was on way..i thought i was moving to a new city with her and was offered a job at her office..instead she never showed up, unfriended me on fb and haven't heard from her since.i don't know why, i love others very much and try my hardest to show it. I guess its hard to show when you have never experienced it yourself.

ph 4 years ago

Thanksgiving. We're all supposed to be with our family sipping eggnog in front of the warm fire exchanging stories of our childhood while the background music changes from the heartless mundane pop singles to Christmas tunes that remind us of how much our family and friends mean to us, so full of cheer, happiness, love, but somehow that love doesn't exist. Twenty-five years have gone by and not a phone call from any of my three brothers, aunts, uncles,cousins... only left with the memories of the hateful, sexual things my brothers did to me because I was the youngest and couldn't defend against them. I wanted to call my Mom but the two brothers that did those things are there visiting doing those things that family's are supposed to do on thanksgiving while I sit here with my son waiting for one of them, any of them to acknowledge my existence, or my sons. I can see the airport tower from my house, less than a mile away,that's where the one brother who didn't touch me, but laughed while the others did, landed two weeks ago to go hunting with one of the other two, he must have driven right by in the rental car. I sit here typing away while the phone remains silent, the television constantly barking orders to spend our last dimes at their establishment rather than someone Else's before the weekend runs out while they try to squeeze bits and pieces of some shitty remake of a classic movie(Charlie and the chocolate factory) between the commercials. I've worked for the same company for eighteen years now and went to the food bank for dinner tonight, while my boss and his wife went out on his new Harley to some unknown location. I try to keep my chin up and brush everything under the rug but it seems the days that I trip over that lump grow more and more frequent. as an adult male I'm supposed to be strong, confident, non-feeling, but I find myself tonight trying not to cry in front of my son at forty-three, wondering how to teach him the importance of family on this holiday. Still the phone remains silent, it's almost nine o'clock now. I'll go to work tomorrow and see all the people cheerful and seeming so happy with their lives, and wonder if they are all hurting inside and covering up all the tainted memories with a fake smile like I am, or maybe I'm all alone in this

findingaway 4 years ago

my name is derek im 25 ive been searching online reading threads hubs blogs the mier fact that so many people deal with feelings such as being unloved and having anxiety and feeling depressed is alarming. i to have been trying to deal with these conditions for who knows how long. ive had good times and a lot of bad times.. ive been rejected by nearly every girl ive tried for the very few that haven't only used me for money i really didn't have to give or getting high because i smoked pot. its so sad when you can make friends but it feels like i can only get so close with them when i get a handshake or a hug or a fist bump its suppose to resemble some form of love caring compassion but for some reason i just don't comprehend it as that. i feel that my confused emotions over the years have left me feeling empty even sort of dumb when i cant remember things from my past or when someone asks me what i like sometimes i hit a brick wall in my mind and don't know what to say. it kind of hurt me when i went to an eye doctor about 4 or 5 years ago and he looked at my eyes and said hmm.. curious i asked what. he said.. your eyes are beautiful.. but its almost like a vacant mansion. it looks gorgous on the outside but looks empty on the inside. i used to be 300 lbs but ive managed to lose 105 pounds but still feel like im not good enough for a girl because im half bald more so then my dad. its hard to hear people say you should talk to a professional trust me i would like to i feel it would help me a lot but you cant do anything without having money and insurance companies are seemingly useless. whatever happened to giving... or even trade. such as ill give you therapy if you go help ppl feed the homeless or give shelter to someone who is... these days a lot of people seem so selfish and some of you might say you should provide shelter for homeless people. believe me if i could trust that i wouldn't be robbed or worse and there was some form of trade such as cleaning or food i absolutely would. ive been homeless twice nearly died the first time with my golden retriever riding shotgun in my broke down firebird in the dead winter of january in pennsylvania it was about 20 degrees we spent 2 weeks till i managed to find a job and a basement to live in for 200 bucks a month.. i enjoy being around people but i dislike the fact that i feel so isolated even when im around people theres a lot of times ill get anxiety because i don't know what to say.... trust me if you are reading this you arnt alone. and don't give up. keep searching.. there has to be a way. the human brain is complex but like a book it can be studied like it has more so since the 1960's its been 40 years cell phones smart cars and all kinds of modern technoledgy has been made.. im nearly positive there are ways to combat these feelings.. and start living a healty loving life..

Laura 4 years ago

I love your writing Steph...I am a 3rd wife to a man who doesn't seem to understand how to show affection....all i can do is dream

stessily 4 years ago

Steph, You've displayed compassion in writing about unrequited love. Your poem is powerful; the pain comes through your words clearly; your imagery is strong. I am glad that you managed to bounce back.

Thanks for sharing.

cheryl 4 years ago

My children distance themselves from me. I send emails and messages to them daily, and don't get response from them. My one daughter, once in a while will replyand end with, 'warm regards from...'. no love, hugs, kisses. I always keep in contact, otherwise I won't ever hear from them. I'm exhausted now, it's painful. I don't think they care less about me.

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stephhicks68 4 years ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Hi Cheryl,

Let me just say that my sister treats my mom the same way (and frankly my mom treated all of us like that too). Saying I love you is "dangerous" in my family. My family members have protected themselves by erecting a barrier and not showing affection.

I don't know you, or your children, but it sounds like they are hurting you (unintentionally or otherwise) simply because they are not strong enough to actually share their feelings with you. I am so sorry that you are sad, in pain and exhausted. Wishing you all the best, Steph

preshislove 4 years ago

Yea im 12 abd i just feel so alonelike nobody loves me like i have bo parents like im just a ghost wandering a home what fo i fo profile image 4 years ago

Great hub! How often do people meet us where we are at or even know what we need to hear? And why should they? Being real is sometimes seen as insensitive when someone is in need - though if compared to some other lives the need is out of all perspective!

Truther 4 years ago

My story is like this, when I was young my parents split up. My mom took me as a little child, put me by my grandma and left, I grew up virtually with no parents, when I was younger I was blamed a lot for problems. Now that's I am 20. I am scared to take places in authority, like taking care of children etc.. Some how when I turned 14 I ended up living with my dad, I liked him but he was never there for me. He preferred going out with friends and over working. Web spent very little time. Because I did not bond with my dad I started getting attraction to men, to fill the void, to show and teach me things father are supposed to teach their dad would have women friends, and give the stuff and insult me infront of them. My Mom ignores me when I ask her for stuff. What gets me upset about my mom is I ask her and she ignores me, he brother asks her and she blesses him, even though he is a grown man with kids and does not work. He ask for things she gives him. My father went holiday and brought me not one thing, even though I'm his son, yet women he gives and brought stuff for. I try to look at the --they cannot give love argument, but why can my parents give others love but not their own child, -- never the less, I am greatful they raised me, and I'm plotting to look for the love I need in another place. To heal my same sex attraction. BeCause now I understand, I just want my parents/father to say he accepts me. Or a male father figure, and then I will be OK.

bubbles 4 years ago

My family makes me feel very dumb and like I don't belong in this family

LovehopePeace 4 years ago

Please do not think about ending your life or committing suicide? You have a purpose in this world! You should find it! Maybe learn to love yourself more than loving others. Think of all the great things you did and be proud of it. You are blessed that you are Not disabled or abnormal! Think of those people that have cancers and want to live more but they can't and you have a chance to live your life. There is a purpose trust me! Sorry for poor english

Anonymous 4 years ago

i feel really really unloved.

this is so depressing.

i'm always left out and now 2 of my friends are tweeting stuff indirectly aimed at me.

i sent a msg to one of them asking her to say it to my face but she replied with: how can u be so sure it's aimed at you? ahahaha

they didn't even tell me what's wrong or what i did wrong.

they suddenly ignore and that's it.

my closest best friend is out of town and i would be going to school one more day without her and it sucks.

Please cheer me up :( depressing life.

mac 4 years ago

I show love without expecting love in return. I express it to everyone I come in contact with by smiling, showing kidness, respect, showing genuine interest in others, helping in anyway I can. I'm not angry if I don't get shown it inreturn, I try to brush it off as often as I can. But it does gets hard to keep up the general moral when your energy gets low and u need someone like yourself to be kind and generally show they care. I come from a very small family. Mom and dad. Brother. Parents devoriced brother died. In no way am I angery. But just keep my faith that if I show others good and love it will be felt by someone who needs it. I am sad that as much as I show love, that there isn't as much coming back my way. ( not an expectation) just surprised. I feel as though I have to insights inside of me. One who loves all things this world has offered (the beauty, people, animals, nature, ect) one who longs to feel total love, acception of the soul in which I carry. The passion I have about life, living things, and humans. I still have yet to meet a similar soul. I carry a large amount of grief for the loss of past relationships but I don't let that hold me back from sharing the love I have to give.

barl 4 years ago

52 and was told the day I was born that i was ugly by the midwife and then recently again by local clergy who bullied me out of the church- younger school days picked in because i lived on the council estate and yet was a in top set and i shouldn't have been. Have never had anyone to be loved by, can never be a mother, really have no reason to go on - will even have to write my own funeral talk because no one knows me well enough to speak about me- any who have befriended me at all have theri own families, partners and i can never be a priority to anyone and certainly not to myself, actually no one will miss me at all as long as I give the dog to someone else. When I was bullied out of the church by the vicar the powers that be said it was his fault but never once did i get an apology and he still sits in his job having ruined my life all because i am a woman and of course ugly, invisible and now forgotten - i hoep no one ever goes through that .... not strong enough to fight it anymore.

kaitlain 4 years ago

I am 12, yet i have tried to commit sucide MANY times and i slit my wrists because everyday and every night i feel less loved and wanted like there is a picture and i am slowley being rubbed out. My parents think its a faze but i have been like this all my life. I keep telling myself there are worse people who don't have anyone but i just keep knowing i am worse in a way because i have people who don't want me! The worst thing is i keep getting abused and people keep saying i am ugly and stuff, I just want to say to them U know my name not my story but alas i have lost all self confidence. Kaitlain.

believer in Christ 4 years ago

Jesus said “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-29

God loves His children

L.Shu 4 years ago

It speaks volumes the amount of responses to this blog. and makes me sad. There are ssooo many people living in true pain and loneliness. Feeling unloved unwanted unneeded and completely alone. I too can relate to many of the blog entrees and offten feel unloved and not worthy. Iam no ones priority and this hurts me to my very core. I am 47 female stuggling to find courage and strenth to end an unhealthy 10year relationship and move on to finding and loving myself. Iam painfully aware that "more of what don't work...don't work!" But haven't been able to find my power to change my life. Looking for fullfillment threw others and it never working and therefore felling unworthy and unloved. The victim seems to have become my identity. I nolonger want that role. Holding on to abandoment, sexual child abuse, and the disappointment that relationships always bring is like cancer eating life away. Its all ssooo sad. To be victim as an identity is only setting myself up for a life of negative energies. I HAVE MADE A DISISSION TO TAKE MY POWER BACK. QUIT WITH THE BLAME GAME AND USING THE VICTIM ROLE AS A CRUTCH. Journeys begin with a single step and my first foot has just hit the floor!

suzan 4 years ago

When I married my husband I was already pregnant and so I didn't have a job. He had a really good job though so I was able to stay home and take care of our son when it was born. When we had our second child we moved to a bigger house, but then strange things started to happen. Things would fly off the walls and doors would slam at night. Our oldest son talked about seeing figures and hearing voices. We consulted a medium and they said the house was haunted. After living there about a year more with only minor occurrences we moved out. That was when the bad luck started to happen. Everything started to fail, with my husband's job, our money and our luck in general. I went back to the same medium and they told me that a spirit had followed me and placed a curse upon me for disturbing it and not being respectful in the previous house. He tried to remove it but was unable. The misfortune kept going on and getting more severe as I tried to search out someone to break the curse. But when I found Dr OMO spell he finally did it. Things started turning around almost immediately after he cast the spell and have been great from there! This was really a miracle for us, thank you Dr OMO spell from the bottom of my heart! Contact:

Monica 3 years ago

That poem was beautiful. I shed a tear as I read that.

Sandy 3 years ago

I have no any assets, bank balance, friends, relatives or job... but I still love my family, this earth and I believe one day I will get everything... Till than I live alone. Doesn't matter people talk against me negtively. Once night passes day will come. I love you all...

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pramod cherakkara 3 years ago from WAYANAD

Very nice

Anonymity 3 years ago

In truth, I can say I do not love myself. But I do love another. About half a year ago I realized that I was truly in love with someone. We had been dating for a few months when she told me that she loved me as well. A relatively short while afterwards she left me for someone else. I often feel as if I will never manage to shake my feelings of being unloved and abandoned. I miss her so, but know that I will likely never again hold her in my arms....

ewarner2000 3 years ago

Hey, I feel very unloved and as if my so caled family aren't my famiky, I mean they prefer my so called little brother. They make me do everything and I get this funny feeling about them from my gut

Donna 2 years ago

I am so heartbroken....I came from a poor family, 7 siblings and I being the youngest. I promised that life for me would not be the same, so when i started to work i gave all i had to my family...and they took. I always felt a deep responsibility. I was so happy to give and give. Now even today at 53, I still am giving and have given all i basically have. But I am finding out that others do not appreciate it...and it really hurts. Many have so much more then me $$$ which is great, but still want all i can give them. Now I am drained out, with the pain and disappointment of their reactions towards me....I no longer want to give freely without even receiving some kind of gratitude in return...

I am truly heartbroken from the reaction of family members...and i just want to go away from them and this world.

Ben 2 years ago

Well for many of us single men out there, we're certainly hurting very much too since we had just gone through a divorce since we're all alone ourselves now. And i am hoping that many of us will find the right woman now to settle down with. Loneliness is the worst thing in the world for many of us right now.

LYNDA MEURANT 23 months ago

I was abanneded at age of 1, a very troubled child never felt any happiness,ran away from foster home lived on streets at 13,years later met a man, he never loved me, he constantly abused me every day,and also did such horrible thins to me and my young son, 8 years later he died..years went by I met a man,been together 19 years,blames me for every thing I am mentally ill now, I feel he only allows me here cause of that

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letstalkabouteduc 18 months ago from Bend, OR

When we're younger we spend so much time trying to get love from those who simply don't have it to give. As we get older, we look for love from other sources and can be so happily surprised. My parents were incapable of giving me much love, but I found it later from friends, pets, a husband and kids. Just never give up and keep looking. Thanks for the thoughtful hub, Stephanie!

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stephhicks68 18 months ago from Bend, Oregon Author

Hi Nancy - another hubber from Bend, Oregon! Hooray! Thank you for the comment.... and yes, oftentimes our first love disappointment is from immediate family members/parents. So glad you have a loving family today! Best to you, Steph

dwight 12 months ago

I feel lonely and unloved everyday.

I sit in same room as wife, but she is occupied with ipad and fb.

Dont have any friends

Dont go anywhere

Whats the best way to get her attention?

I have thought of a couple, but the result would b permanent and prolly what she wants.

I dont socialize with family, most of the time my coworkers give me a hard time but i tell them how it makes me feel and it seems like it gets worse.

Basically, i didnt ask to be here and i have nothing to offer anyone and noone has any time for me

Whats the best permanent solution for my dilemma?

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